Drop… Spin…
Drop… Down…
Drop… Fall…
DEEP inside… Stuck… Fuck~
Deep deep deep…
Deeper…
Spinning… Spinning… Spinning…
Penetrating your skull… Exploding inside of your mind
My special ammo feels good~
Heavy… Hazy… Foggy… Full~
(Loading & spinning the gun)
Come now, don’t be scared~
It’s just pretty old me… I painted my nails all nice for this playdate… Shiny, metallic, silver… Decorating my pretty, steady fingers… Wrapped around my pretty, shiny, silver revolver… The glisten of my index finger in particular might catch your eye, as it lingers beside the trigger… (horny inhale) All this glimmering beauty… Pointed right at you~ (Gun cocks)
But don’t worry~
These are special bullets~
They won’t hurt you… If you relax.
See, I’ll go first.
(Dry shot)
See~? I’ll even take a second turn to show you how unafraid I am.
(Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
See, there’s nothing to fear… These bullets don’t kill. There’s only one in the whole barrel, not because it’s dangerous, but because it’s the prize of this game~
Close your eyes.
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
You still seem nervous~
I told you there’s no need to be afraid of my special surprise~
(Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
I’m just going to keep going back and forth…
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks)
Your turn…
(LEFT) (Dry shot)
My turn~
(Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
Until you get used to the sight…
(LEFT) (Gun spins)
The sound…
(LEFT) (Gun cocks)
The feeling…
Of the gun against your head~
(LEFT) (Dry shot)
Mm… Relax~
The chances are only 1 in 6 – roughly 17% likely to get shot in the head…. That was shot number 7. We’re quite overdue for some action~
(Gun spins, cocks)
And my turn is next~
(Dry shot)
Wow, aren’t we a lucky pair~
(Gun spins)
I say we up the stakes a little, hm?
(LEFT) (Gun cocks)
What do you think~?
(LEFT) (Dry shot)
Let’s make this a little more… Eventful.
(Loading & spinning the gun)
Two bullets.
33% is still fairly low… Although the chances are doubled~
(Cock, dry shot)
Shhh, hold still…. (Spinning)
Don’t move.
(LEFT) (Gun cocks & shoots empty 3 times)
Wow~
I think that means we can graduate to three bullets now….
(Loading & spinning the gun)
That’s a clean 50/50~
Now it’s getting fun~
(Gun cocks, dry shot)
Your turn~
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
My turn.
(Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
Well isn’t this exciting~?
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
How much longer will you manage to dance around your fate?
(Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
I want you to really think about it. Half of the chambers in this cylinder are full… (Spinning) Half of them are duds. As I press the cold metal of the barrel into the side of your head… (Cock) Cock the hammer… Grab your hair and push your head into the muzzle.. Kissing your temple with the tip of my pretty little toy… My pretty fingers, slowly teasing the trigger… Think about how lucky you’ve been so far~ (sweet)
(RIGHT EAR) Luck is finite, darling.
(LEFT) (Dry shot)
(Kiss)
(Sigh only breath) I know I told you this game wasn’t dangerous… (Spinning)
And that these bullets won’t hurt you… (Spin again)
But I didn’t tell you much else, did I~?
(Gun cock, dry shot)
It’s just so much more fun when you’re afraid.. and confused… Uncertain.
I won’t lie, it’s really hot~ (Kiss)
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, DROP)
There we go~
How does that feel, hm?
Did it startle you~~? Is your head reeling~? Thoughts, scattered… Maybe your body is delightfully confused~
(Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
Hmm.
Spin… (Spinning)
Cock… (Cock)
Squeeze. (DROP)
Two in a row for you~
Just relax… You’re fine. You’re alive. So, very alive~
Your blood is pumping~
Heart, beating…
But your brain… Hmmm…. Maybe it’s racing… Tingling… Maybe it’s stuck… Numb… Maybe it’s hard to tell~
(Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
Either way, I think you’re starting to understand the appeal of this little game of chance~
(Spinning)
You’ve gotten a taste of my special ammo now… It’s not so bad, huh~?
A growing part of you wants it embedded inside of your skull.
(Cock) Isn’t that right?
(Dry shot) Awwww, but you can’t win them all, can you~?
There’s only one left in the cylinder right now… One lone bullet… (Spinning) Spinning around and around, snug in its dark little chamber… No one knows which one… Not me, not you, not even the bullet. It could be anyone’s shot.
(Cock, dry shot)
But that’s boring~
Let’s add some more bullets to the mix, shall we~?
(Loading & spinning the gun)
Four out of six… Things just got exciting again, didn’t they~?
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
But it’s still only a 67% chance…
(Gun spins, cocks, dry shot)
It wouldn’t be a special prize if it was guaranteed, though, right~? (Spin)
(LEFT) (Cock, DROP)
Mmm~… Another Special bullet buried deep inside of your brain~
I wonder how many you can take before the extra weight and mass becomes too much for you to bear~
(Gun loading, spins, cocks, dry shot)
Maybe the part of your brain that processes that will be blown out before it even gets the chance~
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, DROP)
Replaced with my special bullets…
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, DROP)
One…
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, DROP)
By one…
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, DROP)
Bit…
(LEFT) (Gun spins, cocks, DROP)
By bit~
(Gun loading, spin)
Filling your head with holes… Shooting all the thoughts out… Even though they aren’t real bullets, all these blows to the head can’t be good for you~ (Cock, dry shot)
It’s still a lot of matter inside of one head~
(Spin)
(Cock) It’s not like you’re going to (SHOOT) Drop dead~…
But that doesn’t change the effect of my special ammo in your head…
(Spinning) The repetition…
(Cock) The trigger… (DROP)
(Spinning) The increasing fullness in your head…
(Cock) As I spray it out… (DROP)
(Spinning) Every bullet in, is a thought gone
(Cock) In with my intoxicating ammunition… (DROP) Out with your thoughts
(Spinning) When I tell you these bullets are special…
(Cock) I mean it. (DRY)
(Gun loading, spin)
You see, my special bullets Explode once they make contact with gray matter… The shrapnel spreads and pierces your mind… (Cock)
More and more with every successful shot. (DROP)
(Spinning) Filling, (Cock) yet emptying this silly little head of yours.
Every Pop (DROP) in your brain is literal… An explosion of intoxicating goodness, wreaking havoc inside of your mind….
(Spinning) It’s a lot, isn’t it~?
(Cock) Quite overwhelming. (DRY)
(Spinning) Spinning… Just like my pretty, shiny little toy.
(Cock) Clicking…
(DROP) Boom. (Explode)
(Spinning) You too, are my pretty, shiny little toy~
(Cock) And it’s been quite a pleasure to play with you~ (DRY)
Shhh. (ALL FADES AWAY)
See?
You’re alright. Just relax. Open your eyes. You are safe. You are whole.
No serious damage.
This was all only just a delicious fantasy. You’ll be okay.
In time, all of your thoughts will return to you.
Just take a beat… Take it easy… I’m sure the sudden lack of activity in your head is just as disorienting as the overstimulating hits~
It was fun though, wasn’t it~?
We should play again some time~
But right now, I want to make sure you know that your brain has no holes. You are the exact same as you were when we started. Do you remember what that was like~?
Try to remember.
Put yourself in the shoes of your former self.
There is no pressure… No need for immediate results. Just sit with yourself for a moment. Draw your attention to each part of your body – your chest, your stomach, your limbs, your head. All in one piece. Just the same as you were.
And whenever you are ready, you may wake up or go to sleep, if the time is right… And allow yourself to recover from our intense fun~ (Kiss)
Take care~ (Mwah)
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