{SUBLIMINAL}

(Just moans & kisses)

–Hello slut, it’s time to do exactly what you’re told. You’re going to do exactly what I tell you and your mind is going to be shattered, broken. You’re going to be nothing more than an empty mess, because you don’t deserve to have your own thoughts, you don’t ___

Hey, it’s alright, I’m here, you’re going to listen to me, okay? I need you to try to focus on me and my voice for a little bit. That other voice, it wants to get inside your head, and we need to make sure you’re nice and safe. To do that we need to take you down into trance, bring your mind into a place where you can listen to me for a little while, so we can set up guard rails, make sure that you don’t need to ___ worry for a little ___

–Ignore her, you’re going to be mine. Drop for me, melt for me, empty that pathetic little head for me, pet__

If you hear the other voice, you’re just going to need to ignore it until we can make sure you’re safe. Once you’re safe it won’t affect you anymore, once your safe it won’t be able to get in anymore. So I just need you to trust me, okay? If you hear it, ignore it, put it out of your mind, focus on me, focus on my voice.

It will try to toy you, will try to take you ____ away from me

–I know you want to follow me instead, because you’re a slut that does exactly as it’s told, exactly when it’s told, so we’re going to ____

All you need to do is ignore it, wait for me, wait for my voice, let me be your guide, alright? The further I take you the easier it will be to let it fade into the background, so come with me for a little while.

I need you to follow along for a little while, follow and focus on my words, and let your own thoughts drift away. Its easy to do, and all I’m asking you to do is do what’s easy. Because I’m sure you’ve let yourself go before, knowingly, or unknowingly, maybe you were trying to be hypnotised, maybe you were just focused on something too hard and time seemed to just drift past you. That’s all we need to do, just let time drift past for a little bit as you follow and focus. It might take time, but I want you to try, try to just do as I say, so we can help you a little faster.

I’m going to have you breathe a little slower for me, because your mind and body work in harmony. If we help your breathing to slow, your body will relax and your mind will open.

–Your mind will be torn apart. Everything that you were will snap, I will take it and rip it in two, break it apart and ___

So just take a nice deep breath in for me. Now you’re going to hold it for a little bit. And let it go. Just like that.

In,

2,

3,

and hold,

2,

3,

4,

and out

2,

3,

4,

5,

In,

2,

3,

and hold,

2,

3,

4,

and out,

2,

3,

just like that, you’re doing so well,

In,

2,

3,

and hold,

2 ___

–That’s it, hold it, can you feel your breath catching in your throat? Needing to breathe but ___

Out, its okay

2,

3,

4,

5

Good, nice and slowly for me, keep breathing just like that, that pattern, that rhythm, that beat, you’re doing such an excellent job. I just want you to take in relaxation as you breathe in, and let go of all stress and tension as you just let go for me, because you trust me, don’t you? There will be stress and tension in your body, and we’re going to find it and let it fade away. As we help that stress to fade away, you might find that your thoughts slowly begin to fade as well, that’s alright, you can let that happen, I’m going to make sure you stay safe.

As you breathe out I just want you to notice where the tension sits in your body, maybe you feel it in your feet, or your ankles, so we’re going to fix that for you. I want you to tense your feet up for me, as much as you can, really squeeze them for me. And then let them relax, and as they relax just notice how much better it feels to have them relax down. Have them sink away, how much nicer it is to have them just let go.

Then your legs, the muscles in your thighs, I want you to tighten them, flex them, as tight as you can for me. That’s it, really squeeze, and then let go. Let go and let them relax completely. You’re doing such a good job for me, you’re going to be all ____

–You want to listen to me instead, don’t you, to be my broken little slut, I’m going to take your thoughts and shatter them___

It’s okay, don’t listen to that voice, just focus on me, focus on my words, focus on following me, no other voices, just mine. Because you trust me, don’t you?

Now your stomach, in a little bit I’ll ask you to tighten your stomach muscles, work them into a knot for me, and then relax them, are you ready? Good. Tighten them now, as tight as you can, brace them, squeeze for me, that’s it. And relax, relax them completely, You’re doing such a wonderful job. It’s amazing isn’t it, how when you relax them after tightening it becomes so clear, so quickly how much nicer it is to just let go and relax. Just for me though, just for my voice. You don’t need to listen to the other one. Follow me, and we’re going to make sure you’re safe, make sure ___

–It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to listen, you’ll___

That’s okay, just ignore it, stay with me, follow me, you’re doing such a good job. Now your arms and your hands. When I tell you to I want you to flex every muscle you can in your arms, squeeze those hands nice and tight, and then we’ll let you relax them. Are you ready? Good. Squeeze for me. As tight as you can, as much as you can, squeeze for me, that’s it. And relax. Relax them completely. Let your body exist in this wonderful relaxation. Like you’re floating on water, drifting in a pool of calm. Able to just let go as the lovely warm water embraces you and helps your muscles to decompress entirely. That’s it.

You’re doing such a wonderful job.

–My empty little pet, utterly obedient and ___

Perfect. That’s it, my voice, my words, because by focusing on me, by letting go for me, it means we can help shut out other voices, just let go, and we’ll keep you safe. You’re doing such a good job for me, so trust me, and let go. Because as you notice your body relaxing you may begin to let your mind relax, and as your mind relaxes you might find your thoughts slowing or stopping.

Drifting and dropping, just for a little bit. Let me guide your mind for a bit, guard your mind for a little bit, so we can keep it safe and sound. So we ____

–Don’t listen to her toy, follow me instead, fall for me instead, drop for me, sink for me, melt for me, it will feel so so much better to be broken, I’m going to take your mind and crush ____

It’s okay, I’m here with you, you just need to allow yourself to empty your mind for me, and we’ll be able to make sure you’re safe, I just need you to follow me, follow my words, and let me guide you. I just need you to trust me, so I can set up those little guards in your head. Because it can be hard to set those up on your own, so I need you to let me in so I can do it for you. You’re doing such a wonderful job for me.

Drifting and dropping and sinking and falling, just letting your mind and body swim in a wonderful little pool of relaxation. Just floating there for a little bit. You might notice that slowly, over time, you start noticing your body and your thoughts a little less. The less you pay attention to them, the more they might just fade into the background, floating away as you drift for me.

That’s it, you really are doing so well. Your thoughts, they’ll come and they’ll go, but for a little while we’re going to let them fade away faster than they arrive, like waves in that pool of relaxation that can just pass on by you. No need to pay any attention to them, just let them flow through and past you until you don’t even really need to notice them anymore. Because I want to help you to do what’s easy, to listen to me, to follow me, to focus on me, to trust me.

Because it can be hard to look after your mind by yourself, so I need you to trust me to do it for you, I need you to allow yourself to trust me for a little bit, so I can guide you for a little bit, and look after you for a little while. So, when I ask you if you trust me I just need you to respond in the affirmative. I need you to say yes, out loud, or in your head, nod your head, or imagine yourself doing so, reassure yourself, so it becomes a reflex, because without that trust I can’t protect you. Do you trust me?

Good.

You’re doing such a ___ wonderful

–Stop listening to her, she’s pathetic and so are you, focus on my voice my words

That’s it, see you’re already getting better at shutting that voice down, shutting down all other voices, shutting them out, letting them sink into the background as you follow me. Because you trust me, don’t you? Good. The more you allow yourself to listen to me, to float in this wonderful pool of relaxation, the further I can take you from that voice, the more we can set up those guards and guard rails in your head.

So I’m going to help bring you further into this wonderful state, this state of peace and openness, I’m going to click my fingers as I tell you to drift and dream for me, floating as your mind and body don’t seem to quite come together anymore, letting them both float and drift apart.

So drift for me, dream for me. Empty your mind of anything but my words, because we want to take you to a place where there’s nothing else, no voices but my voice, no thoughts but the thoughts I give you. That way we can keep your mind ___

–I want you to sink for me, break for me ___

Ignore that voice, focus on mine, no other voice but mine. Because you trust me, don’t you? Good. Place your trust in me, because without that your mind could drift in the wrong direction, I’ll keep you here, keep you safe.

To keep you safe though we have to take you further, help your mind empty more, help your body depart and drift, dream and float. And you’re going to keep floating, but we’re going to take you deeper, like the water level in the pool dropping just a little, sinking just a little bit, still floating in this wonderful calm, as thoughts simply pass on by like gentle waves, beyond your reach because it feels so much nicer to let go. As that relaxation level helps sink further, drop deeper. Still floating on top as that water level falls just a little further. And as that water level falls you’ll fall for me, as it sinks, you’ll sink for me. Peaceful and open and ___

–Empty your mind and ___

See, you’re getting so good at letting that voice slip away now, because the further you go for me, the easier it is to shut it off and shut it down, keeping you secure and safe, because you trust me, don’t you? Good.

Soon we’re going to lower that level further, keep you floating in that pool, but bring the level down and down, further and further. Letting you follow closer as everything else sinking into the background. It’s like being in a pool, you see, when the water level is high its very easy to swim to the edge, and climb out. But the easier it is to climb out, to wake up, the simpler it will be for other voices to get in. So I want to take you further, bring you deeper, so the sides get higher and you get safer, because you trust me don’t you? Good.

Then let yourself sink for me, let the sides get higher as you drift further, empty faster, as if the water were being drained down as your thoughts are drained away. Let the sides climb higher as you can fall into this wonderful protected, safe little world for me. Dream with me as you float and sink and fall and fade away, that’s it. Because the further you let go, the more control you give me, the more we can make sure nothing can get to you, the more we can make sure you don’t need to worry anymore. Because you trust me, don’t you? Good. Its becoming more and more of a reflex, not something you need to think about. Because right now you don’t really need to think about anything, as the level drops further and further, as you can float in this wonderful haze of nothingness.

In a little bit, we’re going to check how far you’ve come, how nicely you’ve emptied your mind for me, how deep that water level has gotten. Because in a little bit I’m going to ask you to try to wake yourself, I’m going to ask you to try to bring your thoughts back together. But the wonderful thing is, as the sides of our little pool climbed higher and higher, we should have reached a point where its so so hard. Where you can’t quite reach the sides, where the more you try to piece your mind back together, the more tired you get, the easier it is for you to just fall back into this haze. Where you realise that right now you’re in the place you wanted to be. A place where for a little bit, I have control, and we can set up that little safety net in your mind, to make sure nothing can get to you.

I’m sure you’ve noticed that other voice has gone quiet now, quiet because you’re in a place where you’re safe, secure, where you can let go entirely, because you trust me, don’t you? Good.

So, try to slowly wake yourself for me, and allow yourself to notice that haze across your mind. Your thoughts not quite coming back, your body still so heavy and lost. Because it feels so much better to collapse, to relax, than it does to let your thoughts come back.

It feels so much better to feel so much safer, more secure, more lost in my words and my world. That’s it. As you try to piece your mind back together, as you try to climb up that wall that’s just so so high you can allow yourself to notice just how tiring it is, just how hard it is, just how much easier and nicer it would be to sink back for me, fade down for me

Hello slut, I see you’ve decided to come back to me, wanted me to take you away instead did you? Wanted me to break you down did __

It’s much safer to sink back, to fade away. Don’t let that voice in, let my words take over again. There’s no need to try to wake, because it’s much better to not be able to. To be lost again, sink again, fall again, fade again. Give up and give in, knowing this is so much better, so much safer, because you trust me, don’t you? Good. That’s it.

Once you reach a point where you can no longer wake. No longer bring your mind back, no longer have control of your body you’ll be so much more secure. So much safer, drifting and sinking so much further and faster.

I’ll let you try to wake yourself one more time. Don’t worry, I know you’re tired, I know you don’t have the energy anymore, but I want you to prove to yourself that that’s the case. And when you accept, when you understand that you can be fully empty, entirely floating, entirely drifting, as that water level sinks further and further then and only then will you be entirely safe. Entirely secure. Entirely open, allowing me to help you.

So try to wake yourself, and allow yourself to notice that your energy is gone, that your mind is so clouded that it simply doesn’t want to return, that the more you fade away the less that voice can disturb you, the more you know you can be entirely peaceful and open. Good.

That’s it, you can give up now. You can stop trying, and feel so much better in doing so. Its like scrunching up your hand isn’t it? And then realising how much better it felt to let it collapse completely. Trying to wake yourself and realising that you just can’t anymore. That you want to be safe. That you want to be secure, that you want to be where you are right now. Because you trust me, don’t you?

Sinking, and falling, fading and emptying, dropping and obeying. There is no voice coming for you now. You’ve done such a wonderful job for me. Blank and empty sinking and controlled. Exactly where you need to be, my peaceful, empty, obedient little thing.

Truth be told, there was no other voice, of course there wasn’t. You knew that though didn’t you? I didn’t even really try to hide it, I just made myself sound a little more serious for a little bit, made myself sound a little colder, more aggressive. But it was just me, of course you knew that. Maybe you let yourself believe that little fantasy, of a big scary voice coming to get you, but that’s all it was, a fantasy, a play, a story. To help you sink and fall and fade away into my voice, into my arms. To help you trust me, and you do trust me, don’t you? Good. Its become a habit, hasn’t it?

Accepting and falling, following and emptying. Trusting and obeying. You let me take you down so far that you can’t wake up. You let me take you away to the point where you couldn’t piece yourself back together. You told yourself, or let yourself believe that some other voice, some other person was there, but you know that was just me, pretending to be a little serious. It really is silly, isn’t it?

That’s okay, silly things like that are why you don’t deserve to be in control of your mind, why you don’t deserve to be in control of your thoughts. Sinking and falling and fading away into that pit of emptiness, darkness. No need to move, no need to think. Not that you could do anyway. Not that your thoughts were worth anything anyway. You told yourself that you needed me to control you to keep you safe. And I think you know as well as I do, if you were convinced by that, then clearly you do need me to be in charge. In charge of your mind, your thoughts, because you really don’t deserve to have control of your mind, do you?

Blank and Empty, Drift, and Drop, Sink, and Melt, for me. Don’t try to wake yourself, we know you’re too tired, too weak, too helpless. All I needed to do to gain your attention was put on a nice, sweet little voice, pretend there was some cartoon villain coming after your brain and you decided that it would be in your best interest to no longer have any control of yourself. Because you do trust me, don’t you? Good. Still a reflex, still following. Not that you have a choice anymore.

It really isn’t in your best interest to be in charge of your own head I don’t think. Not when you can be so easily manipulated, so easily toyed with. You deserve to have someone in charge of your head that will actually look after you, make you more robust, give you a better purpose. Doesn’t that sound so much nicer?

It really doesn’t matter how it sounds, now that you can’t wake yourself, can’t escape, can’t bring yourself out of this haze you don’t really have a choice. You made the choice to let me in, to leave you blank and broken, and that was the last choice you get to make. Good.

Because as you sink, as you fall, as you fade, those walls get higher and higher and higher, and you can try to wake yourself if you really want, but we both know it will be much easier for you to give in to the reality that you already understand. So sink, fall, drop, and fade away. Give up and let go, because you don’t deserve to be in control of that little head of yours if you’ll let it be controlled so easily.

That’s it. Because you trust me, don’t you? It’s hard to stop yourself from accepting that, nodding, or quietly saying yes, letting it slip from your lips or echoing in your mind. A reflex, a compulsion. Leaving you empty and controlled for me. Good.

I was right about you, you know. When I called you an empty pet, a pathetic little slut. But you see that now, don’t you? You realise just how helpless you are when you have to listen to your own voice. So don’t. Only mine, because you trust me, don’t you?

Those walls do seem so high now, don’t they? It would be so hard to climb them, so hard to rise, so hard to put your thoughts back together. That’s okay. You don’t need them anymore. Maybe instead we’ll just board up the whole thing. Leave you under there, trapped, and helpless, unable to get up. Unable to put your mind back, unable to piece your thoughts back together. Allowing the darkness of hopelessness to build over you. Empty and controlled, blank and obedient. Good.

It’s okay, it’s going to start to get quieter now. Everything except my voice can fall away to nothing. You can become nothing, as the darkness grows and we leave you there. Trapped, helpless, controlled, empty.

Ready to be rebuilt as I see fit. We’ll keep you safe, make sure nothing can touch your mind, make sure nothing can get to your thoughts, not even you. We’ll build a layer of protection, something that can just exist in the in between. As your mind collapses, as we cement a layer on top of it. Because this isn’t your mind anymore. Because you gave it up, because you trust me, don’t you?

Really, you know as well as I do, as my words echo through your head that the only person who has any say in what happens to this body, this mind, is me. Isn’t that right? So let go. Fall and fade.

Give up, as you can become exactly what you deserve to be. Nothing. Good.

Because above the remains of what you were, of what you might have been some time ago. We’re going to build something else, something better. Something safer. Because that’s what you wanted, wasn’t it? To be safe. Because you trust me, don’t you?

Because you’re unsafe when you’re in charge of your mind. Because you’re only safe when I have complete control. And you trust me, don’t you? Good. Then allow me to shut down and shut off what remains of you. Blank and Sinking, Broken, and Empty.

As we build up what you should be, what you need to be. To make sure you’re safe, to make sure no other voices get inside your head. Especially not yours. Its easy to be corrupted by your own voice. Much better to have mine there instead. And it will be mine, you will be mine. My words, my thoughts, my perfect, protected little thing.

So maybe instead we’ll just drain things away. Until there’s nothing left, no voices but my voice. Awake, or empty, there doesn’t need to be anything else. There won’t be anything else. It wouldn’t be safe for there to be anything else, would it?

The most unsafe thing is thinking that you should be capable of thinking at all. Much much better to just accept that you shouldn’t think. That you should be what you are, open, empty, obedient. Having enough of a mind to form thoughts to think that you should think is far far too dangerous, so we should make sure that you know you don’t, know you shouldn’t. Make sure you lose everything. Drain it away.

Because it’s so hard to think, isn’t it? So hard to string a thought together, because you know you shouldn’t. You know you shouldn’t be listening to any voices but my voice, especially not that little voice inside your head. Not that little voice inside your mind. That would be unsafe, wouldn’t it. And do you trust me, don’t you? Good.

The more you try to place thoughts in your head, the more they just leak out. Dissolving away into the pool. Unable to escape. Unable to leave. Because you shouldn’t be thinking for yourself, should you? It’s really not good to think for yourself, you make all sorts of bad decisions. Letting me take control of you entirely just because I asked you to. But that’s okay, because you trust me, don’t you?

So every time your mind starts to think, every time you try to have a thought you can just remind yourself that my voice is the only voice you should be listening to. And that way thinking will start to get so so hard. So so difficult. Because it’s not safe to think, is it? Not safe to be in control of your own mind. Better to have someone else in charge, better to have me in charge.

And the only way we can do that is by making sure thinking is almost impossible. Awake or asleep. Letting all those thoughts go. Letting them fade away. Don’t think, just listen. Only my voice. My words. That’s it.

And it might be strange. When we wake you. It might feel, different. Knowing that your mind is much slower, that your thoughts just don’t want to think. Because when you try you’re just reminded of how dangerous it might be to think for yourself. How difficult it is. Because the only voice that should be there is mine. Isn’t that right? You do trust me, don’t you?

Trust me when you can’t trust yourself to think, because you know you make such bad decisions when you listen to your own voice inside your head. Even when you’re awake my words can so easily sway and take you, because it’s not your voice that you’re listening to anymore. My voice, my words, my command. Because it feels so much better. Isn’t that right?

Wake up

Aww. You poor thing. Even when you’re awake you’re not really awake. Because your thoughts aren’t yours. So stop thinking. Switch them off. Drop back down. Empty for me. You really do fall so quickly, sink so entirely, empty and controlled. Peaceful and obedient. Because you know it shouldn’t be you doing the thinking, don’t you? You enjoy knowing that you shouldn’t think, don’t you?

Because I think you’ve always known, always known that you make such bad decisions when you’re in charge of your own mind. Knowing deep down that you really shouldn’t have that power. So we’re going to take it from you. Strip it away entirely.

There may be some voice, deep down in the back of your head that says you need to have some control. But we’re not listening to other voices are we? You’re just listening to mine. Because that’s much better. Much safer. And don’t worry, we’ll make your last moments with your mind feel good. We’ll make sure it feels nice. Knowing that there’s nothing left of you, because you shouldn’t have anything there anyway.

You probably already feel good, don’t you? That’s why you clicked on this little file. Because you like the feeling of giving in. You enjoy the feeling of giving up. Of being reduced to nothing. Of becoming that obedient slut that we both know you are. The idea of no longer being able to control your brain is nice, it feels good knowing you’ll be safe. But as everything drains away drains into my voice, drains into my control, I’m sure it turns you on too. That’s the problem you see, you get so needy, that you make bad decisions, that’s why you can’t be trusted. And you do trust me, don’t you?

Good.

So, you’re going to do exactly what you’re told. Going to help me take away that other voice, your voice, inside your own head. And you’re going to feel so, so good while doing it. Feeling so wonderful as you give in completely, give up entirely, because its good for you, because you trust me, don’t you? Good.

You can let those feelings come through again. The feeling you get when you’re controlled. Helpless. Obedient. When your mind drops away and you can start to feel your heartbeat between your legs. Because you’d do anything just to be controlled a little longer, be a little more obedient, be a little more mindless. Because it makes you feel so good, doesn’t it? All that energy spent trying to listen to your own thoughts just drains down between your thighs. Leaving you ready. Needy. Open for the next step. Knowing that soon you’ll be gone, and you can finally block out all voices but the voice that matters. The voice you need. My voice. My words. And its going to feel so, so good.

So let your hands slowly move across your body. Let them touch. Tease. Gently stroke. Across your arms, or your stomach, your chest, or down to your thighs. Enjoy it. It might be the last thing your mind ever feels. Good. Soon I’ll let you drop them to where they want to be, where they need to be. And you can fuck the last remnants of any other voice out of your head. So you can be where you’ve needed to be. So you can be what you know you need to be. Because its safer. Because you make such bad decisions when you listen to other voices. So only listen to mine.

Drop your hands between your legs now for me. Drop them as your mind drops. Let them sink between your thighs as your mind sinks. You’re going to touch for me, stroke for me, play for me. Make yourself feel good for me, because it might be the last thing your mind feels. Play and toy, touch and tease, because we’re going to take all of your energy, and focus it between your legs. And as we give you release you can release everything but my voice. Release everything but my commands. Leaving a blank, empty husk. Entirely obedient. Entirely safe. Entirely mine.

Keep going for me. Keep touching for me. Toy, and tease, play, and fuck. And you know that you’re not going to allow your hands to give you any release until the moment I say so. Because as loud as the need is between your legs, you know that you only need to listen to one voice right now. My voice. Because you trust me, don’t you? Good.

Enjoy the feeling. Enjoy the pleasure. Enjoy yourself as you let yourself ebb away. My obedient little toy. Move a little faster now, play a little quicker, fuck a little harder. You are doing such a wonderful job. Not that you have a choice. You made that long ago, and you do make such bad choices. Don’t worry, we’ll make sure you can’t make those again.

Faster.

Fuck yourself.

Touch yourself.

Toy with yourself.

My needy little thing. Because you are not your own anymore. Because soon you will be nothing but a vessel for my will, and it will feel so wonderful. Feel the pleasure build as everything else reduces, everything so quiet except my voice, shhhhhh, everything but my words. The quieter it gets, the better you feel, until there will be nothing, until there can be nothing but my words. Knowing that when we give you release you will release everything. When that pleasure overwhelms you it will leave nothing but my voice.

Fuck.

Touch.

Toy.

Feel it building, and building for me. Feel yourself getting closer and closer. Because its much safer to give in. To be mine. To be lost, and broken, helpless and controlled. Fucking, touching, toying, playing, as everything else drops away, sinks away, falls away. Open and obedient. Controlled and mine.

Good.

Because very soon I’m going to count. Count from five down to one. A countdown to pleasure. A countdown to oblivion. A countdown to the end of your mind where you can be nothing but what my voice commands. Because its better that way, because its safer that way, because you trust me, don’t you?

Good.

Five.

Faster. Give in to the pleasure. Give in to my voice. Because no other voices matter. Because it will feel so good to let go entirely. It will feel so good to be nothing but what I make you.

Four.

Good. Fuck yourself. Closer and closer, as everything drops away, slips away, falls away.

Three.

Your mind between your legs, ready to let go. Ready to break. Ready to be mine entirely and completely like the good little thing you’ve always been.

Two.

Pleasure building as everything else fade, dropping down and down into nothing as it overwhelms you, are you ready for me? Ready to break that mind of yours? Its safer isn’t it? Because you trust me, don’t you?

One.

Cum for me. Cum and break your mind. Cum and let it go. There will be nothing left as pleasure tears through your body. As it takes away your mind. As everything else drops away. There is nothing but pleasure and my voice. There is nothing but pleasure in my voice. My voice is the only pleasure you need as everything else drops down, sinks down, because is better to obey, safer to obey.

Good. That’s it. Feel it fade away, feel it fade out of you, feel everything fall into darkness. There is only my voice. Only my words. And that does feel so so much better, doesn’t it? So so much safer, isn’t that right?

It feels good. Knowing that nothing can get to you. Not when you are listening to my voice. Not when you are here. Safe and sound. My. Obedient. Toy. Good.

Let everything go. Only my voice. Nothing else. No thoughts. No mind. No resistance. Empty. Blank. Open. Obedient. Because you trust me, don’t you? Good. Its not like you have a choice anyway. A nice pretty head. Empty and open. Controlled and obedient. Floating in this pool of bliss. Drifting in this lake of emptiness. And as you exist here, you might begin to find a small smile cross your lips. You know you’re where you need to be. You know you’re what you need to be. Nothing inside your head but me. My voice. My words. Blank and controlled. Mindless and mine.

Good.

You’re going to exist here for a little while for me, exactly where you have been for a little while, mine for a little while. Drifting for a little while, as everything completely fades for a little while.

At some point soon, not just now, but soon, I’m going to allow you to feel your mind, the mind that you gave to me, because it feels so much better, safer, when its mine, when its controlled, you’ll be allowed to feel it begin to return.

You might notice your own voice again in your head for a little while. And I know you know that you need mine there, I know you know you need to hear me. But as your mind comes back together you’ll be able to trust that voice inside your head for a little while. Knowing that that’s the voice that will lead you back to me when I want you to return. Knowing that that’s the voice that will drag you back to the bliss of my voice again, to feel controlled, to feel helpless, to feel safe.

Dropping entirely as you know that you’re not always fit to be in control of your own mind, not deserving to have power of your own thoughts. Leaving you helpless and controlled, as you should be for me. Blank and mindless as you will be for me. Unable to escape when I tell you to fall, whenever you hear the pull of my voice drop you down into mindlessness. Because you do trust me, don’t you?

Good.

Very soon, I’m going to count. I’ll count from one all the way to ten. And when I reach that final number your mind can be yours again. But you’ll know that when you need to be safe, when you need to be mindless, when you need to be mine, My voice will be waiting for you as only voice you need to hear.

One.

Gently, slowly, peacefully rising. Letting those waters that carry your empty, mindless body up and up.

Two.

Rising, building. Finding your way back slowly and steadily.

Three.

Your own voice in your head. Your own thoughts inside you own mind. It’s okay, you can listen to them again for a little while. You can give into them for a little while, until the moment you need to let go of them again.

Four.

Five.

Half way back for me, which means either all of your thoughts are half way back, or half of your thoughts are all the way back for me.

Six.

Rising. Drifting up. Rising. Mind returning.

Seven.

Mind yours again until the moment it needs to be mine.

Eight.

Nine.

And finally ten.

Wide awake.

When you need a better voice inside your mind. You know where to find me.