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There there, little darling… It’s okay… I’m still here… See? I’ve got you… The scene is over, and I’ll be here as long or as little as you need while you bring yourself back to a comfortable, reasonable baseline.
You may listen for as long or as little as you’d like.
This file can be played on loop, and you may listen as many times as you wish while you take care of yourself, and you can stop listening at any time. You don’t even need to finish one listen-through, if you do not need it.
Any which way is perfectly fine with me.
This is your time to decompress. To tend to your very own human needs. To mitigate any subdrop you may experience as our thrilling time together comes to an end – or rather, transitions into something more calm and neutral. Don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere… Not until you want or need me to. Until you are feeling ready to move on.
And even if I cannot hold you… Pet you… Touch you… I hope that the presence of my voice can provide at least some comfort… Reassurance… Assistance.
Even if you and I do not personally know each other, and we have no established relationship to reaffirm, I truly do appreciate that you are here. That you put your trust in me to have some intimate fun with you, your mind, and your body. And that you continue to trust in me, during this vulnerable time after our scene.
Perhaps it was an intense one for you. Or perhaps you are simply not yet ready to part with my presence, and want to continue to listen to my voice as background noise, or something to focus on, while these lingering endorphins and hormones race through your body.
As they begin to scatter and disperse, it is perfectly normal to feel their absence. A sudden or gradual loss of the elation and pleasure you experience in trance, or your arousal, or both. It is okay to not feel okay when this happens. That said, I do not want to leave you feeling lonely… Disconnected… And certainly not abandoned. I want to help soften the impact of your subdrop, as much as I reasonably can in this format.
That is why you may listen for as long or as little as you’d like. Participate in this aftercare on your own terms, however you need it. It’s okay if you struggle at first, just be patient with yourself. I know you can do it.
I want you to know that you are going to be okay. That you are okay. More than okay. You are great. You’ve done such a good job today, tending to your needs; your pleasure, and taking responsibility for your well-being after the fact with some aftercare. I am so proud of you for being here right now.
I know it can feel exceptionally vulnerable to allow someone, anyone, let alone a stranger on the internet, into your mind and body, and I want to do my best to do right by you. To ease you back to normalcy responsibly, carefully… While our situation is unique, and I cannot know exactly what you need in this exact moment, I do truly care about you, as a human being, who has willingly surrendered to me in such an intimate way. Seriously, thank you for this honor. Each and every listener, curious, eager, and everything in between… Eases a lot of uncertainty I can sometimes feel, as the top, in my abilities, proclivities, my desires… Just the fact that you are here is relieving for me, sharing my interests… Enjoying what I enjoy… Proving to each other that we are not alone, or deviant, nor should we feel any shame in our kinky tastes.
It is profoundly cool that our paths crossed in this vast world-wide web… And at the same time, it is an undeniable reminder that we have community and connection awaiting us with open arms.
I don’t know if you needed that reminder or not…. I just think it’s cool. Comforting. Interesting. Like I said, although we clearly share certain interests, I cannot know exactly what you need in your aftercare. I can, however, provide ideas, if you feel stumped, or still lack a degree of mindfulness as a result of our.. previous activities. Which is okay~!
I am asking a lot of you, to conduct your own aftercare while I just yap away… Again, you can listen to me as much or as little as you’d like. Allow me to encourage you, or merely serve as background noise, or a passive presence, while you do what you need to do.
Maybe you already know exactly what you need in this moment. Perhaps you are well acquainted with your post-scene needs, and are easily able to carry out a self-care routine without having to think about it. Perhaps your body has already told you what it needs – something to drink, or eat, maybe a bathroom break?
Please, go right ahead, at whatever pace you need. Attending to the needs of your body and mind are essential right now.
If you do feel stuck, please allow me to list some potential aftercare activities. Perhaps they can refresh your memory. Perhaps hearing me list one of your favorites could feel validating. Perhaps you will hear something new you’d like to try. Perhaps you will find that different cool-down activities suit different scenes. Feel free to experiment. Feel free to try any number of the ideas I give you. Feel free to ignore any suggestions that immediately sound unappealing to you. Feel free to pick and choose, write down to save for later, pause, rewind, adjust as needed, and keep in mind that you do not need to lock into anything in particular. Not even this file. If something else pulls you away, that will serve you better in this aftercare endeavor, you are not forbidden from stepping away by any stretch.
You may listen for as long or as little as you’d like. I am happy to have you here! I also want to remind you of your own free will, and the importance of prioritizing yourself right now. You’ve just had an intimate experience.
Perhaps you’d like to lie down. It would be more than understandable if you needed some time to be still, meditative… Focusing on your own body and internal feelings… Relaxing and breathing calmly… Perhaps snuggled warmly into a pillow or with a loved one, human or otherwise.
A nice, present weight on top of you could also be nice, if you have a way of achieving this. A weighted blanket… Or a mountain of regular blankets… It can feel nice to be squeezed with soft warmth. Just make sure to be careful about it, okay? Don’t overdo it. Just give yourself what you need.
It is perfectly okay if rest is what your mind and body need most right now. You are perfectly safe and valid to do so.
It could be warm and surrounded, engulfed by touch, or it could even be dark and isolated, with as little stimuli as possible, if the scene left you feeling overstimulated and touch-averse, rather than cuddly. Either reaction is valid. This is a perfect opportunity to find out if you have a preference one way or another, generally, or situationally!
If rest is not what you need right now, then perhaps you’d rather get your body moving, and your blood pumping. Stretching could also be a very good use of this time. Or massaging any sore muscles… Or both. If not now, maybe later.
Maybe you’d like to put on some music and dance, or sing. Maybe you feel the need to do something with your hands, like crafts, painting or drawing, or playing a game. Something, anything, that takes up your attention and cushions your descent from subspace with fluffy endorphins from another source. Perhaps you’d prefer to simply sit with a comfort movie or tv show or an audiobook.
Before you do any of that, perhaps you’d like to draw yourself a nice bath, first, or a cold shower if you’d prefer, or at the very least, cleanse yourself from any bodily fluids that might be left over from our fun-time; drool, sweat, precum, cum, any sort of residue barrier that separates your from maximum comfort. Appreciate your wonderful body and all it does for you, as you dote on it, wipe it clean, take good care of it… Put on some comfortable clothes… Brush your teeth… Brush your hair… Wash it… Style it… Again, these are all just examples.
Please feel free to indulge, skip, note for later, and adjust as you please. These are all just ideas.
And you can listen as much or as little as you’d like. As long or as little. You are your own person. You are in control. You are a human with a body and a brain, desires and limits, preferences and personality.
If you look around you, now, at your surroundings, perhaps you can name specific objects and how they relate to you. How they represent you and your individuality. Perhaps using your very own brain power to list them aloud, in alphabetical order, or by size or color, can serve as an effective grounding exercise.
Reminding you or your real, tangible existence. That you are okay. You are going to be okay. You are safe. You are you. Blinking your eyes, wiggling your fingers and toes, sitting up, doing light exercises… Drinking water, or enjoying a nice little snack, or more, if you are hungrier.
Paying attention to your body and treating it with the kindness it deserves. And with intimate intention, bare-minimum self-care can feel like loving worship. You deserve it~
For being so good. Especially to yourself. I am so very proud of you. And I think you should take some time to recognize yourself as well.
Of course, you don’t have to do anything I say right now, these are all just suggestions. Entirely optional ideas. But if you think it could help serve you right now, the option is there.
Internally or externally thanking yourself. Congratulating yourself.
Using your own name to praise yourself, perhaps even into a mirror. I know it may sound and feel silly, but it is a legitimate practice. And for some people, hearing these kind words out loud, verbal affirmations, are a very appreciated form or part of aftercare. Maybe that is the case for you. Maybe it is not.
Either way is perfectly okay. Perfectly “you”. Whatever approach you take, makes no difference to me. This is all about you right now. What do you need? What do you want?
It’s all up to you, whether you accept my suggestions or not. We are no longer in a scene where my intention would be to play with your mind. Right now, your mind is your own to wield. To use. To think. To act.
It could be beneficial for you to use it to journal your way through this. Taking note of what works, what doesn’t… You could even use it to write and debrief the scene we did together – what happened, how you felt about it, before, during, and after… What could be different in the future to make it more enjoyable for you… What you liked, and what you didn’t… That, too, is a valid form of aftercare that is available to you, should you decide to take it.
The decision is all yours!
All yours.
It’s okay… Everything is okay… You are safe… You are good… You are great… You are wonderful… You are you.
This time is yours. To use as you please. As you need. Anything you decide to do or not do right now is of your own free will. No hypnosis. No magic. And I am doing my best to offer ideas and encouragement, in a way that leaves room for your own thoughts and decisions. Offering unbiased ideas with absolutely no subliminal tracks or messages. Nothing intentionally hypnotic. Just my voice, free from dizzying layers of audio effects. Although, I do understand that my voice alone can still have a pleasant effect regardless, so I do hope that speaking more candidly can offset that a little… Help remind you that I, too, am a person, just a sexy lil guy, not an all-knowing, all-powerful Goddess, as fun as it can be to pretend~
My power over you is what you make it. And when the fun is over, you have far more power than I do, to take care of yourself. You know yourself best. Your needs. Your boundaries. You do!
And so you, and only you, can decide… To keep listening… Or to stop here. Or wherever. Whenever. This is for you. You do not need me. But I can and will stay, for as long or as little as you wish. It’s just a matter of listening again or stopping here. Either is perfectly valid, perfectly fine with me. Whatever you need.
Aftercare is a customizable experience. Make this time your own, and do your best to embrace your needs and the methods that fulfill them without judgment. The possibilities extend the ones I’ve listed here, so don’t limit yourself if you feel that you need something that I haven’t suggested. As long as it’s safe, legal, and soothes you into a more stable headspace, I fully endorse it.
You have the capability to find these desires, their solutions, and decide whether or not to fulfill them.
And right now, the desire, solution, and decision you face is: Is my continued presence beneficial to you right now? Do you want to keep listening?
This is not a helpless loop, designed to trap you in place, here with me, so just in case, this is your clear, unambiguous offer to make your decision. If you wish to stop, close the audio player. Now, or at any time. If you wish to continue, you can simply keep listening.