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Don’t be scared~…
Shhhhh….
Hold still…
You understand
I had to…
I had to do this
This is all for you
This is for your own good
I keep you safe because I love you
The darkness is so familiar and comforting…
You’re safe~
Stay with me~
You’re safe~

Hey, hello, where has my baby gone off to?

• Oh, good morning, baby~… I hope you don’t mind that I just came and helped myself… I didn’t want to wake you~

Listen to me baby…

• You’re soooo cute and innocent when you’re sleeping~…

You’ve been so spacey lately. You’ve got too many thoughts in that little head for your own good. What are you thinking about baby?

• It’s okay if you want to go back to sleep.. I don’t mind… You seem like you’re still kind of dreaming~

Were you thinking about me~?

I’m right here silly~! Already right in front of you~

Thoughts are useless compared to the real thing~

Thoughts can’t give you sweet, loving kisses, can they~?

• Your hazy, heavy eyes are so cute, you know that~? This is why you’re so hard to resist~ … Sometimes I can’t sleep… Or I wake up too early… And I can’t quell my craving to come down here and play with your body

Listen to me. I’ll forgive you this time – I like knowing that you love me so much that you can’t stop daydreaming about me, but I need my quality time when I get home from work, do you understand? I may live rent-free in your head, but I have to focus on big girl things when I’m out putting a roof over your head.

• It’s like an obsessive thought that floods my mind… Like you’re calling to me in your sleep… Asking for my attention~ … I’ll admit… That when I have to leave, I tend to arrange and tighten your chains in a way that leaves your body kind of… Open and easy… Because I know there’s a solid chance I’m going to want more of you~

I would really love some appreciation for everything I do for you. For us~

• I mean, at first, I did it because I knew you would be less likely to try to fight me… But I’ve grown to really love it~ … But that doesn’t mean I don’t love when you are awake and eager~~

You know… I had a lot of trouble explaining to my boss why I couldn’t attend the company retreat without, you know, telling her about you… I can’t take the risk of her wanting you for herself… But that was only one vacation that I skipped for you. You have no idea how much I’ve sacrificed for you.. I can’t leave you all alone down here without any care and attention~ … You’d go crazy without me, wouldn’t you?

• Look at me… I want to look into your eyes when I cum … Listen to me …

Yeah, my life has changed a lot because of you… I have to work extra hard to support both of us, so I can’t really afford to take vacations anyway… But it’s so worth it~

• Your eyes are so pretty… Like sparkling, gorgeous gems… I wish I could take them and make beautiful jewelry with them so I could look into them whenever I want… Lick them… Just to see how they taste~…

Still…. Hey, look at me… Still, I wouldn’t mind a “thank you”~ … To know that you’re grateful, and don’t take all of this for granted…

• –Oh … You like that, huh~? I like that I can still learn new things about you~… Our relationship just never gets stale~

Oh, I wish I could just cuddle you down here all day, I really really fucking do, but alas, we live in a cruel, cruel world with credit scores and taxes, baby. I’m so jealous that you don’t have to worry about any of those troublesome things

• There are so many things I wish I could do to you… Like crawl into your skin and just, melt into you so I can be with you forever… Morphing into one being so I can take control of your body and feel everything that you feel~ I just want to know… Everything about you… What you’re thinking at all times… What colors look like to your eyes… What it feels like when you… You know… Get aroused~…

I wish we could just… Run away together… Someplace no one can ever find us, and interrupt us…

(CREAKING)

–Ugh, speaking of which…

• –Shhhhhhhhhh, baby, shhhhhh……

Good, that’s it, baby~.. You know what you need to do. Shhhhhh….

• I’m sorry baby, I know it’s hard to breathe when I cover your mouth AND nose… But you know how important it is to be quiet…

You’ve adjusted so well to living here at my place~

…

I’m so happy you got over that pesky little rebellious streak… You just wanted me to scold you a little, didn’t you? You little brat~

• Okay, I think they’re gone…

I do much prefer when you’re obedient… We wouldn’t be here, together like this, if you weren’t~… But I can’t help but feel… A little nostalgic~… That adorable look on your face when I would withhold your breathing privileges a little longer than you expected~~… The cute little whimpers and the way you pant like you’re savoring each and every breath as if it might be your last~…

Life truly is unpredictable, baby~

• God, I am getting more and more tempted to just get rid of them for good. Hm, but that would probably just bring us more trouble… If a bunch of people in one small area suddenly go missing… so unfortunately we just have to make do with the cards we were dealt, right? I was tempted to bring you to a high-end storage facility, but even if I booked out 3 floors, and with temperature control, I… I don’t know, I really hated the idea of you being alone somewhere I couldn’t come see you as easily.

There are dangers all around us… Everything could all end… (SNAP) In an instant… That’s why I want to make the most of every second I have with you…

So listen to me.

• I really tried to map out a more ideal situation, but I got impatient. Oopsie~

Do I need to have anything in particular to talk about?

• It really was love at first sight… From the very first moment I saw you… I just knew I had to have you.

…. Don’t you just enjoy my company in general? Isn’t the sound of my voice enough to steal all of your attention all for myself on its own~?

You love me, right?

• I, uh… Snuck a picture of you and… I printed it out and kept it with me, folded and stuffed wherever I wanted to feel you… Usually, snug in my cleavage, so I could easily take it out for a quick pick-me-up… Or nested in my panties… But sometimes I just really needed you inside of me, you know?

I know you do baby~… I just like making you panic~

• One time, I rolled it up and slipped it inside of my vagina – It… was not a fun process, but I told myself my body needed to be prepared to do anything for you, so I pushed past the papercuts and slipped you deep inside~

Like I said… You’re cute when you’re anxious~

Let me feel your heart beat… I love when it flutters for me~

It almost makes me want to loosen your bindings and CHASE you around just to make you sweat and jiggle and… Pant… Oh, your heart would be pounding so hard~

• Oh, is that making you excited~?

Hmmm…. I suppose you have been really good lately… I almost think you might be ready to retire from your chains…

But… I don’t know, it’s been so long, it’s like they’re a part of you… And I love every part of you~

I would never want to change my perfect baby~

• I specifically remember… I knew I was going to be seeing you that day… I “accidentally” ran into you at the park … All we did was brush shoulders… And you were inside of me~ … But you didn’t know, of course. It was my… Dirty… Little secret…

And… In a way… I don’t know… The thought of letting you out of your chains feels kind of… Like letting you go… Out of my grasp… Just, one step towards leaving me, you know?

• You said something typical, like, “Oops, excuse me,” but… That was the first time I really heard your voice… Like, intentionally, directed toward me… And I saw you sneak a second peek~ You naughty dog~

I know, I know, I do trust you… And I know you wouldn’t make it past the driveway before feeling overwhelmed and confused and lonely… You’d turn right back around if you even tried to leave… But I guess a part of me… I… I don’t know, I don’t want to say it out loud because it makes it real… And I don’t want to even think about you even considering it…

• It was such a simple interaction… But when I got home later that night, I was just absolutely swooning~… The sound of your voice and the touch of your shoulder had me just, fucking dripping. The rolled up photograph practically fell out when I went to fish it out with my fingers and… I uh, kind of, slipped it in and out some more, while I thought of you… In and out… And… rubbed it on my clit…

You wouldn’t… Right…? No, don’t answer that. It’s silly of me to even wonder…

You know, if it would just be a matter of you wanting attention… There are other ways to do it… Than putting yourself in real danger… And making me really really cross with you…

• The picture was absolutely ruined, of course… So it felt so naughty and erotic to soil it with my pussy… Soaking and bleeding your image while I used it to get off…

Uh, what am I saying? You’ve never tried to escape~… Just… Struggled in your chains a little… I just get paranoid because I love you SO MUCH… The thought of not having you makes me want to kill myself. Then again, I’ve never let you out of your chains before… But still, you’d think someone who really wants to escape would still try something… To scream for help~… Oh, I wish I could hear your adorable scream… I bet it’s just delicious~

• So when I finally got to rub your real face into my pussy… Fuck… It kind of reminded me of that… How depraved you make me… How even just the idea of you fills my head with such dirty ideas that make me want to do such.. Feral things~

Screams are like songs from the heart… Pure passion and feeling~… I do want to hear yours someday~…

• I would really do anything for you, you know that~? Anything to you, anything with you, anything… I just want you… I need you… Listen to me… You’re mine~… All mine~…

I remember, in the beginning, when I first brought you here, I kept a gag in your mouth to keep you quiet, even though I really didn’t want to… Just until I knew for sure you were serious about me… Your chin was always so wet with drool when I came down to check on you… And you would flinch and struggle and groan, but… You never screamed… Not even once~

• I love you~… I love… All of you~ Your tears, your blood, your drool, your cum, your sweat… Everything. Inside and out~

If you did, I would have had to do something drastic… And if a laryngectomy wasn’t enough… I would just remove piece after piece, until you decide to be good and Obey~

• Sometimes I wish I could just like… Reach inside of you and feel your bones… Manually pump your heart… Your lungs… Clean your arteries for you to keep you nice and healthy… I want to pull out your brain and carve my name into it~ … And give it a nice, lubricated massage… SQUEEZE out all of your thoughts of your life before you met me… And just make sure that I am the only thing you have ever known.

I really wouldn’t want to alter your perfect body that I love so much~… But I can’t keep you sedated and asleep forever… So I’d start small… Shave all your hair off… Remove useless accessories like earlobes… toenails… A few molars, maybe… I wouldn’t want to, but I’d keep going… Bit by bit… Just enough to keep you immobile and silent…

• I want to make sure that I am the only girl in the world, in your eyes… I want you to be just as obsessed with me as I am with you… I want you to think of me every second of every day. I want you to worship my existence. I want you… I want you… I want you… I need you… To want me… To need me…

But I’m so so glad I didn’t have to! … And I hope you never make me have to… I like you all in one piece~! One… Fully, functioning body~

• Is something the matter? Are you falling back to sleep? You look like you’re having a nightmare. Don’t you like my kisses?

I’m so glad I didn’t have to do anything to your lovely, lovely little tongue~…. I love… Kissing you… Your sweet earlobes… Your smooth, unscarred neck…

• Hey, listen to me, baby. I know I said it would be okay if you went back to sleep, but now I need you. Listen to me…

You have acquired some ouchies in your time here, but… Nothing too damaging… And I think they add character~ They provide extra texture for my lips… Something for me to treat and nurture… Like rehabilitating and old, dirty, thrifted doll~…

• I know… I’m so needy… I just love you so much… I can’t help myself~ … Does that feel good baby~? Baby? Baby. Listen to me. Why are you making that face? I’m.. Not hurting you… I’m loving you.

If we ever do go out, you’d need a lot of makeup… To cover all the bruises… And scrapes… And cuts…. I don’t really want to conceal all of my love-marks… And my favorite one… Right… Here… On your cheek… Can’t be covered up anyway. I know you can’t see it or reach it with your constrained little hands, but…. I’ve given you some nice, deep, permanent love-marks~

Symbols of my ownership~

• You’re looking at me like… I’m a vengeful spirit, or something. I’m real. I’m here. I’m in a good mood… Or at least I was… Oh… I think I understand. It’s those voices, isn’t it? Blink twice if you’re hearing more than one of me again……. I see. You really can’t handle your own mind, can you? You’re so hopeless. Just more proof of how much you need me~ One of me just isn’t enough for you, huh?

I know they hurt in the moment… But… You’re not in any pain right now, are you~?

And, like that one week after you kicked me in the face when I was trying to help you go potty… When it’s your only source of physical contact, you start to crave it, don’t you~? You remember that time, don’t you? I know I sure do~… I really do cherish every moment I get with you~…

• Perhaps I can… Cut off some oxygen from your brain… Oo~.. Sensitive neck, huh~? … I don’t want you to pass out… I want to keep hanging out with you… Just you. So I’m going to count to 5, okay? I’m going to wrap my hand around your neck, and you’re not going to be able to breathe until I finish counting to 5. Prepare yourself…

I remember… I was so angry with you… You abused me in my own home… Our home… I had to teach you a lesson, about how our actions impact others. So every day, as soon as I got home from work, I would come straight downstairs… Gag you and tape it firmly around your head, lay your chair on its side… And give you my hardest kick to the face – I really took a lot of my other frustrations out on you too, honestly.

• 1… Tightening my grip around your throat now… 2… Digging my fingers into the sides of your neck… Clamping down on these pulsating arteries~ … 3… Let that other bitch hear how you gasp for air under my grip. Show her who your real love is. 4… Almost there, baby, almost there… Do me a favor and blink twice if you can still hear her… Hmm… A little more then… 5… Oh, maybe not… Stay awake, baby. Breathe, baby. Listen to me. Deep breath in… And out. Good, baby.

But every time I opened the door, you knew what was coming, but at some point you started having this sort of, unexpected look on your face… It was… Anticipation… Desperation… A reprieve from the suffocating, isolating darkness. By day 5 of your punishment, your cries sounded more like… Moans~

• She sure is stubborn, isn’t she? Have you tried just… Turning off your mind? For me? Yeah… I’m sure it’s hard… I am pretty hard for you to resist, aren’t I~? But listen to me baby… That isn’t me. I’m me. Can’t you see? Can’t you tell? Hear? Feel the difference?

I stopped all other types of physical contact. No kisses, no rubbies, no tender hugs… My cruel shoes were your only source of intimacy. And I paid close attention to you, as I always do… To your reactions… And you consistently gave me the strongest response to my espadrilles~

• If you really loved me, you should be able to tell… Don’t you agree?

You liked getting kicked in the face~

Is that why you did it~? Did you want me to retaliate? Is that always your reason for misbehaving~? Do you like hearing my footsteps descend, closer and closer, knowing a beating is coming for you?

Do you get butterflies in your stomach~?

• You know… Maybe I can tell you a secret~… Something I’ve never told you before~…. Something only I would know~ … Let me think… Hmmm…. Well… Ok … So… About a.. year and a half ago, um, it’s a really funny story. So, one of your, like, old coworkers or something, I don’t know, I don’t care, kind of went crazy after your disappearance, and apparently they really wanted to find you. Kind of obsessive, I know, right? So obviously that was a bit of a problem for me…

I really did do a number on you that week… By day 2, I wasn’t even mad at you anymore, I just knew I had to follow through with my promise. It was hard to keep my hands off of you. It felt more like a punishment for me than you, honestly…

• I shut your phone off before I brought you here, so I don’t really know how they narrowed in as closely as they did… I saw them at a cafe like, 5 miles away, and I didn’t want to take any risks, so… I followed them to their house~! And… Well, I won’t bore you with the dull details, but…

No touching… No kissing… No nothing. I didn’t even help you out of your chair when you needed to pee… But that ended up being for the best anyway, because your new chair is so much more comfortable, right~?

• Yeah, some people were looking for you… But not anymore~! The world is better off without people like that psycho~.

I didn’t have as much time to prepare for your stay as I usually would have liked… I’m sorry things were so uncomfortable at first…

• It wasn’t my favorite method, but it had to be clean and unassuming. I’m very careful about keeping my secrets~

But when that punishment was over, you had quite a swollen lip~… It was really nice to kiss~ … It was plump… Warm… A little sloppy~ … You had so much trouble being fed until it healed~

• So careful, in fact, that after I took care of that loser… I actually, uh, moved. Mhm~… You didn’t even notice, did you~? … I added some extra sleepy pills to your morning meds… Curled you up real nice into a box and taped it up real tight… And moved us into our new place~!

Especially since your body became so shaky after that~.. And honestly, there was a time when I would have felt devastated to see you so afraid of me, but… By that point, my love for you was just so.. Solid.. Unshakable.. I was starved of your touches… And all I could think when I saw you, was how badly I wanted your shaky hands on my body.

• Honestly, it kind of feels like it was meant to be. Now we share a home that we have equal footing and history in~! … I don’t blame you for not noticing baby… It is always so dark down here… And after so many years of monotony… Why would you think to examine your surroundings~? You are just a helpless little thing, aren’t you~?

Your hesitant, weak little hands felt so meek and precious when I would place them on my boobs

• Are you getting… Aroused? You liked that little story of mine? Or… Is it me, or.. her?

Kind of like you were a shy little virgin, afraid of a woman’s touch… Worrying about doing something wrong… Wanting to be good for me~

• Listen to me baby… Let me prove to you… Show you… How real I am… Why you should just give me all of your attention~

SH. Listen to me. And I really do appreciate that, baby~ … But I promise… No matter what you do, you’ll be perfect for me~

• I know it’s hard to ignore me~ … Even fake, imaginary-me~… But she’s not capable of feeling like I am… Punishing you. … Loving you~ … Or leaving this room, and taking care of our problems. Hm~?

I mean, half the time we have sex, you’re not even conscious~! You can literally just relax like a limp ragdoll and it will be amazing~!

• Moan for me if you believe me, baby~ … Show that ghost that you don’t need her… Only me~ … Moan with me, baby~

Hey, relax, baby, I do love your enthusiasm, but you still need to be quiet… I’m serious, baby, you really do.

• If she really is like me, she will get really mad~… But.. She won’t really be able to do anything, will she~?

SHHHHHH! Shut. Up. Listen to me.

• Mmmm, yeah~…. Gliding my hand in between your legs~… You like that~? MhMmm~

Ohhh… is it that voice you told me about? That sounds like me? …….

• Listen to me~… Look at me baby~… Kiss me~…

You know, I’m honored and all, but I don’t quite like having to compete with some imaginary friend of yours. It’s not the real me, you do know that, right? In the small amount of time I get with you, I would really like for you to focus on ME, damn it! Can’t you just ignore her? It’s not like she can actually do anything to you like I can. Don’t you care about my happiness? After everything I do for you, I thought you might at least try.

• You don’t need to be shy~ You’ve felt my naked body hundreds of times~ … Go on~… I know you want to touch~… Explore the details my body with your hands, baby~ …. Enjoy me… My realness~

Is this another attempt for attention..? Ohhh~… I see~… I suppose I do need to keep you stimulated since I can’t take you outside~… Or, well… I guess it’s more that I don’t want to… I don’t want anyone else to even look at you. Listen to me.

• See~? … Every fold and curve should be exactly as you remember them… Oh! Except~…. Put your hand up here… I got my lip pierced~… Do you like it~? I’m surprised you didn’t notice it earlier~… You’re not very perceptive… It’s a good thing I’m not one of those crazy girlfriends who freaks out when you don’t notice a half-inch trim~

I’ll play along… Because I love you… I’ll punish you… Because apparently, you love it so much. More than you love me.

• Mhm! I’m just perfect~ … Shhhhhh… You don’t have to say a thing… Just moan… Quietly, of course… If you agree~… That I’m perfect~

Stop that right now.

• Hm, that’s not quite what I was hoping for… But it’s okay… You’re probably pretty overwhelmed and confused, huh~?

Baby, snap out of it! (SLAP)

• Oh, are you okay baby? You flinched… Do you.. Not want me to kiss you…?

Close your eyes… Focus on my voice… Listen to me. Focus on the feeling… The pain. The burning scratches on your shoulder… I just cut my nails, so they should be packed with tiny jagged edges… Digging into your skin… Dozens per finger, probably…

• Look at me, baby… Oh, you’re funny~ … You’re getting close, aren’t you~? Awwww~… Just from kissing and touching me~?

Shit… I drew blood, baby… Look what you made me do… Will you listen to me now?

• Hey, no need to be so shy~… I love it when you Explode for me~ … It’s funny, the face you make when you cum is the exact same as the face you make when you say I’m hurting you~

Or do I need to… Twist these cute little nipples off… To demonstrate my tangibleness?

…

Ugh… This is so annoying that I have to do this, baby… Can’t you just quit the dramatics already and just… Love me?

• Baby, listen to me. You really love me, don’t you~? My good moods and my bad moods~ … There’s no difference for you, between pleasure and pain… Or is it just any touch that comes from me~? Hm~? You’re just as depraved and obsessed as I am~

I know you’re doing this because I was feeling nostalgic over old times, but when I tell you to stop, you stop. Got it?

…

Nonoo, keep resisting~……

That’s the spirit~ … That’s the old you I remember~

• Aren’t you, baby~? … I love it when you squirm and writhe beneath me…

I suppose you leave me no choice then, baby~… Open your mouth… Hold out your tongue… Don’t swallow yet, just hold it on your tongue and keep your mouth open… Wider~… (SPIT INTO MOUTH)

• That good, huh~?

Now close.. and swallow.

Good, baby.

Now, listen to me.

• Close your mouth baby, you’re being too loud~ … Just use your mouth to kiss me~…

I just fed you a pill that’s going to make you feel very very sleepy, very quickly.

• I kind of want to let you out of your chains~…

Mmm… Looks like it’s starting to take effect already… That’s right baby…

• You know just how to push my buttons, don’t you… Don’t make me regret this…

That’s it…. Just go to sleep… Listen to my voice… And doze off to sleep… But don’t worry~… I’m nowhere near done with you yet~

• …Baby? Baby. Are you seriously falling asleep right now? Wow, really?? You’re so fucking confusing sometimes. Ugh. Why the fuck would you lead me on like that? Where the FUCK is my drill…? You need more upside-down time…

Mhmmm…. Just relax… Nighty night, baby… Dream of me~